Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
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Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Carissa Uncensored
In all honesty today I am unhappy and heartbroken. Today I keep hearing those voices inside my head that tell me I am worthless, unloved, and unimportant. I feel judged, lost, and broken. I am trying hard to find a rainbow but at this point the clouds haven't cleared. Today I need to be reminded of my Creator.Today I need to be reminded of his love. I need to be in his presence and let him love on me. I need to jump in his lap and let his arms surround me. I need to see myself through his eyes. Oh how I need him. I am trying my best to hang on to his promises, trying to remember I am dearly loved and treasured. I want to indulge in something like chocolate or coffee to mask the pain but I know it isn't worth how I will feel later. I know that peoples actions did not intend to bring pain but it did and it made me feel like I still a girl on the outside looking in. How I long to be accepted and loved by others. How I long to be enough but the truth is I feel I am never enough. They are feelings and I know I am not to trust feelings but they are still there. My prayer today.
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