Flylady dropout

I am not the best house keeper. I admit I am usually behind on laundry and don't always have a my dishes done in the morning, I am a flylady drop out and sometimes am surprised about what I find under my cushions. I have been trying to do better even though it may not be perfect my goal has to be at least to keep my Kitchen simi clean which means dishes done, counter tops cleaned and free of the junk that tends to collect on them. My perfectionist attitude has gotten in the way, you know the well if it can't be perfect I just won't do it. For me it's the why pick up when it will be a mess again in less than a minute attitude. Thankfully the Lord has convicted me of this recently especially to the fact of what my attitude is teaching my kids so I have been making a conscience effort to have at least the dishes done before bed and the counter tops clean off. Sure I haven't been 100% this week but waking up on the days when I have gotten it done has made me feel so much better and I have noticed it even has a positive mental effect on me which I like and that is pretty big when you struggle with depression. So slowly but surely I may be flylady but for now we are just taking it little steps at a time.